I am still around, even if I have no readers. My grand daughter found out she is expecting a girl with a due date of Feb. 19. We found out her mother had yet another baby, another little girl apparently born significantly premature. We had been told by Ali's brother that she had lost parental rights to both infants because she was found to have crack in her system again.. Two more grandbabies that I will probably never meet on this plane. She also found out that her gall bladder is inflamed and that she has stones. The current plan is to try to wait until after the baby is born.
For some reason, I have been thinking about my son a lot. He married over the summer, he has 2 little boys that I will also probably never meet. He cut me out of his life years ago because he accused me of beating him when he was a young teen. He didn't even live at home during the times he's claiming this abuse, but I haven't heard from him in about 10 years. I still miss him so incredibly, I feel like I have a hole in my soul because he is not here.
This next bit may be TMI, so be warned. I have been in menopause for about 10 years and all of a sudden, over the last couple months, I've had some spotting. I have an ultrasound and a endometrial biopsy coming up the end of next week. I haven't told anyone but my husband because I don't want everyone worrying unnecessarily. If I get results back that it is something serious, I will tell the rest of the family.Worst case scenario is uterine cancer, which is 95% curable.
Well, hope I get back here soon. It does help to write here, even though no one is reading this, it provides me relief.
