Wednesday, September 16, 2015

She's Coming Into Her Power









I found this on facebook, it really speaks to me and I felt I needed to share it here.  I feel like it could have been written about me.   I hope it speaks to you, as well.  Leave a comment if it does, please.
 

She’s coming into her power…
She spent years not realizing who she was.
She doubted her beauty, her intelligence and her power.
She was one who always felt that she didn’t quite belong
because when she came into this life, her ties to the world of spirit remained far too strong..
She was confused and lost throughout her youth, unable to see herself much less accept and appreciate herself.
As a result she was like a ship bobbing in the ocean without a rudder and without the sails of confidence to direct her towards her own promised land.
She was one who bereft of her own acceptance, hungered for it and searched for it through relationships with others.
She was a people pleaser as a result,
she would not risk confrontation in order to support herself,
she succumbed to being influenced by the opinions of others even though she had already received her instruction from within.
She allowed her truth to be sublimated,
she allowed herself to be controlled...
Her need to be accepted and loved was such that she wasn't prepared to step on or over any toes.
It took her years of being taken for granted,
ruled and overlooked before she put two and two together,
had enough and got the message.
Her suffering forced her to step out of the status quo that had always been too tight for her in the first place...
she became an avid seeker, searching for answers…
She needed to know who she was, she needed to know why she was here.
She needed to find a way to free herself from fear
She travelled far and wide,
She sat at the feet of a master,
She became a Yogini of an ancient lineage
and applied the teachings to her life,
She grew strong,
She awakened her heart
She awakened her shakti,
Her third eye opened as a result…
Her potentials started to be unearthed rapidly because the veils had parted and she recognized who she was,
She also recognized who everyone else was behind their socialized facade
and because she had seen through the myth of idealized perfection,
she could appreciate the actual perfection of the imperfections in herself and in others that she had once resisted and rejected.
Today she walks with conscious awareness..
she no longer labels people as good or bad,
She interprets everything as fluctuating energy without a fixed assignment.
She holds space for the confusion of others because she’s been there and she still visits that place herself
she understands their hunger for love misappropriated as selfishness, jealousy and competition...
She feels their vulnerability as she feels her own…
She knows the fear reflected in their eyes through her own past terror…
But underneath all of it she can see the obscured light,
the presence of God/dess despite all the protective armor...
She’s aware of this same divine presence vibrating in her body and in her heart...
She's not so quick to cast judgment anymore because she knows that she is not above those that she is tempted to judge…
she knows that she is not separate
And because she gives herself permission to be herself as she is,
she can accept others as they are with appreciation and compassion …
She’s not invested in changing anyone either,
she respects everyone’s chosen path because
she understands that every soul is doing exactly what they need to do in order to evolve
So it is not her place to save anyone from their own lessons...
She reveals, heals, inspires and encourages instead,
she reminds others of their forgotten divinity…
She holds up a mirror so that they can see God/dess reflected back…
She has become a midwife for the re-emergence of the Divine Feminine soul.
The shy, timid maiden has transformed into the courageous, outspoken mother of all…
She says it as she sees it confidently without shrinking back,
She’s fiercely protective of the helpless,
She’s A torch for those lost in darkness,
and she’s not afraid to take a stand for peace and love to flourish in this world...
if someone tries to persuade her against her own knowing she simply and graciously responds, “Thank you for sharing.”
and she walks away...
Because she trusts her “self”,
She knows that she is Divine Mother embodied..
She is Artemis of the wild merged with…
compassionate tara and warrior Durga…
She has traversed the journey of Inanna into the dark underworld and emerged in possession of her kingdom
She knows why she is here and she’s fulfilling her purpose..
She’s not alone, she’s among many
who have chosen to return bearing love as their message,
their path and their gift of healing.
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© Caroline de Lisser
https://www.facebook.com/SourceOfTheEarth

Saturday, September 12, 2015

and so we continue

Well, Hubby still hasn't found a job, but luckily he's still contracting at the place that laid him off in May.  He's thinking about putting together a proposal for getting an actual job with the company.  His plan is that he become the finance point-man for the American holdings.  The new owners are also closing the LA office, so that would leave Mississippi, Illinois, and New York.  I think it may work.  This may be to job we've been waiting to find.

I am vending at the local Pagan Pride day.  I've been putting a lot of time into making things I hope will sell.  Pieces ranging in price from $3 to $75.  Good range of styles from chakra/rainbow colored items to my fine art glass pieces.  I love making this stuff so much, I hope to find people that love it enough to buy it, as well.  This is one of my favorite.  Still debating on actually selling it.  Sorry the picture isn't very good.




So I see I have some visitors.  I hope you get something from my random meanderings.  I always had trouble keeping a diary or journal, but writing here helps.  Maybe it's because I want people to read and, hopefully, comment.

Under all that is going on superficially, I still feel grounded and centered.  I'm learning to be good where I am.  I think part of this is the numerous times I've invoked the God during ritual.  I love invoking the Goddess, she brings joy and strength.  Invoking the God is just as fulfilling, in a different way.  I feel taller, stronger physically, more mentally focused.  I think it helps me understand men better.  I would encourage everyone to invoke deity in the gender opposite of their own.

One of the interesting things is that I've been seeing tons of dragonflies lately.  Indoors, walking outside, riding my scooter around camp, everywhere.  I am trying to interpret the message spirit is trying to send me.I have an inkling, but I want to be sure before I take an action.  I've also been seeing a lot of cardinals.  Flying in front of my car mostly, a couple in the yard at my house.  I haven't seen hardly any for years, so it's obvious right now when I'm seeing an abundance of them.

Well, I think I'm done rambling for now.  Once again, please comment, even just to say Hi or let me know your thoughts on my musings.